Little Joey's fists clenched as his anger became uncontrollable.
"Tomato face!"
His big sister Suzy remained calm. Calm, but cruel. She was well-practiced in eliciting fury, and most of her practice had been on Joey.
"I know you are, but what am I?" she retorted.
Joey was only five years old, and his rage was pure. It was not mitigated by the conflicting emotions that adulthood brings. It consumed him. It was faultless. It was also far beyond what he was capable of expressing with his current vocabulary.
"Hamster butt!"
"I know you are, but what am I?"
Suzy put a calculated sing-song lilt into her voice. She was getting bored. Joey was too easily enraged, and she was tired of toying with him. She didn't really dislike her brother; she just enjoyed provoking him. It had entertainment value, and it made up in some small way for all the torments she herself was suffering in ninth grade. Joey was like a television set, and Suzy knew all the channels. Or so she thought.
This time, she had pushed Joey too far. His rage was transcendent, and it was much too powerful to be contained within his own undeveloped mind. Wrath is called a deadly sin for a reason; once unleashed, it demands satisfaction. When adults experience anger this intense, gory headlines follow: Deranged postal worker shoots six. Four I.R.S. auditors slaughtered by machete-wielding madman. Children orphaned in murder-suicide. Road rage leaves five dead.
Joey had no such outlet; he was physically incapable of murder, and his unhindered fury grew until it surged out of his soul. An unstoppable wave of hatred overwhelmed Joey. It upset his world, and then reached out for other worlds to upset.
Suzy felt it, and instantly knew that she had gone too far. For the first time in her life, she felt truly guilty. Without warning, a cold dread wrapped itself around her, bringing her to her knees. It was as if all of the color had drained out of her world.
"Joey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad."
It was too late. Joey was not in command of his wrath; the vengeance was no longer his to control. It took possession of Suzy, and turned into remorse. It had inhuman strength, and supernatural abilities, but it saw the world through a child's eyes, and reasoned with a child's black-and-white view of right and wrong.
It swept through her, searching for weakness. All of the secrets in the diary Suzy had hidden in her lingerie drawer became available to it, and it used those secrets to enter her mind. It feasted on her thoughts, and then tortured her with them. Her sins were exaggerated beyond all reason, and then thrown back in her face. She could not make the visions go away; closing her eyes made them stronger. Her thoughts became her purgatory.
Beelzebub berated her for her gluttony. Indulgence was twisted into overindulgence; a large order of French fries became a sin beyond absolution. Lucifer then tormented her for her pride. Satisfaction became the sin of narcissism; her honor-roll grades became a cause for eternal damnation. Asmodeus came next, afflicting her with waves of guilt over her youthful lust. She had yet to kiss a boy, but she'd wanted to, hadn't she? There could be no forgiveness without atonement, and atonement was not possible.
Legions of demons followed, wave after wave of them. She was tortured by her greed and shamed by her envy. She was lazy. She was impatient. Apathetic. Untrustworthy. Disloyal. She foresaw a future of joylessness.
And still it continued; there was no end to it. Suzy looked into Joey's eyes, and saw more despair there, and responded with more guilt of her own. She had been unkind, and it had been her undoing.
"You called me bad!" Joey said, and remorse struck her down again.
Suzy cried, "Joey! Please! I'm sorry! You're nice! You're good!"
Joey looked at her with wounded eyes. "I know I am, but what are you?"
She did not know the answer.
Suzy knew then that she was doomed; the memories would punish her for the rest of her life. Her childhood innocence was gone forever.