Natalie was in a hurry that night. Her hunched, trembling, trotting form starkly contrasted with the light snow in the air, and the slumbering trees in the park. As she neared her destination, her lip quivered with a fear that shook her harder than any winter’s afternoon could.
“Oh my god, oh my god,” she whimpered, “I hope the next one comes soon!”
She stood looking at the bus stop for a moment, then opted instead for a bench further into the park.
“Too obvious,” she thought aloud, “maybe they won’t bother looking back here.”
“Fear . . .” hissed a voice, softly in the quiet winter air.
“What?”
“Fear, my dear,” came the now gentle voice, “it really isn’t good for you. Yet you appear to bear an abundance of it.”
“They – no - you scared me, talking out of nowhere like a ghost or something!”
“And yet I am little to fear. If I were, I sure you would have run by now.”
“I’m - ”
“Already running. An act some would deem cowardly, I’m sure.”
“You have no idea! They’ll kill me!”
“They, being mobile and in your pursuit, would likely not be deterred by a change of location.”
“I need to get help, get some of my bigger friends, that’s all!”
“What you need, my dear, is to calm down.”
With that, music snuck over to the bench and crept into her ears, to bring peace to her rattled nerves. Like the tune of a trickling stream it poured in and washed her tension away and out past the slowly amassing fog bank surrounding the park.
“What the . . . hey, what is that?”
“Is it perhaps, music, my dear?”
“Sure, it sounds like it. A piano?”
“Look around, you will find my ivories in the trees.”
She looked around and noticed how the icicles shook with each note. Then she noticed the fog.
“Hey it’s getting cloudy out there,” she said nervously, “I won’t be able to see the bus.”
“The one that just departed?”
“No!” she screamed, attempting to get off the bench, nearly tearing her freezing jeans in the process.
“Stay, stay and know that everything you cannot find through the fog is yet another thing that cannot find you.”
“But what if they find me!”
“Why, I would dare them to try! Just look at the fog, who would dare venture through that?”
“Somebody who’s really angry.”
“Someone foolish, my dear,” answered the voice, as the snow grew heavier.
She looked around once again. The trees appeared to be freezing solid, the pavement was barely visible, and she could not see any movement around her, save the snowflakes. The icicles were growing larger. As they did, the song deepened in pitch, grew in volume, and doubled in beauty.
She went silent for a moment, starting to enjoy the music.
“It’s getting dark, I should get home.”
“Home . . . they could be waiting there.”
“But it’s so foggy and snowy and dark, they’d never be able to see me,” she pointed out, “I can barely see anything myself!”
“But the one thing you can see is my masterpiece. Tell me about the colors, my dear.”
“I can’t see much color, most of it is just white. It is getting dark though, so some of it’s starting to look blue.”
“White, the hue of purity. Blue, the hue of divinity. Is there a better palette on Earth? In the heavens, even?”
“I guess it is pretty . . .”
“Then stay, my dear, and enjoy.”
So Natalie decided to stay. She forgot all about the men in the alleyway. She ignored the sound of the bus pulling up, and the sound of it driving away. She considered asking whom the voice was, but decided against it. It would only interrupt the music, which was becoming more difficult to hear. As her eardrums dulled to the beauty of the winter night’s song, she began to listen with her eyes.
She watched as the trees and the grass and the pavement turned to white, to blue, to ice. She was cold, but felt incredibly warm. To her, the blanket of ice might as well been white-hot fire, and the surrounding fog a giant blanket. As the fog drew closer and closer, she felt safer and safer.
For the finale, the music rose just loud enough to fill a symphony hall, but to her it was just a dull roar. It reached its climax, and then began to wind downwards; each note less audible, more melancholy than the last. As the song neared it’s end, Natalie looked down at her hands in her lap. She watched silently as they turned to white, to blue, to ice.