The park at twilight seemed perfect for a date.
"No wonder I'm fascinated by you," Tom was saying.
Eager to believe him, Linda tossed back her hair. "By me and how many others, Tom O'Rourke?" she whispered across the cafe table, her eyes twinkling.
"A few," he teased, "but you're my best chance."
"Really!" she said, putting down her cappuccino.
"Yes, there's something about you I can't explain. I trust you."
"Let's walk."
"In this weather?"
"Why not?"
A thin rain was falling, crisscrossing the oaks' silvery crowns. The lower branches of the trees seemed to touch, encircling the grove.
"They're so beautiful," Linda said softly, starting off.
"Let's take this path instead," Tom said, coaxing her away.
"They must be very old trees, they're so large."
"Don't go in there!" he called, holding back. He was baffled at the sound of his voice, as if the words were not his own. He did not know that fathomless memories were guarding him from the oak, the tree of doors.
Unable to move, he watched Linda as she gazed at the leaves. Suddenly she leaned against the tree. He ran towards her.
* * *
Linda gazed at the frosty-green leaves, caressed the scaling bark. Raindrops shimmered on the tree trunk. A sweet scent embraced her. She breathed in, her face beaming.
Then the darkness came — a velvety, tangible darkness.
Her cry carried no sound, her limbs were numb; her eyes stared into nonexistence. She swooned, letting go of herself. Only a heartbeat persisted, unrelenting, a fragile mechanism of life.
Time took her away and Time brought her back.
Now the tree was dry against her body. She could see again. With faltering steps, she moved beyond; her dizziness was gone. The grove was ashen-blue near the ground, while the highest branches blended in with darker shadows. It was the hour before dawn, when a faint light dissolves the shape of the world.
Muffled sounds filled the park. "Small creatures," she thought. A startling hum came from nowhere. Linda looked around, then up. Fleeting lights pierced the sky. Swift and wingless, like a manta in deep waters, a large aircraft was approaching a runway. A buff cloud was glowing in the east.
She had found her compass. Walking through the mist, she would reach the north gate.
A vague form made her stop and hide. There was something on the ground, near the roots of a tree. She focused her eyes. A man was lying under a frayed blanket. She could hear him wheezing. She moved quietly.
"Don't come near. Don't look at me," the man called.
"I mean no harm," she said softly. "I'm lost. I'm trying to reach the north gate. To Dover Street."
"No gate. No street. Just a landfill. Go back."
"Are you ill?"
"Let me die," he moaned.
The man's face could have been scourged. His head was a tangle of dirty gray hair and blood clots.
"Who did this to you?" she gasped.
"Kids. They beat me up. Hard." He looked up at her. "Young kids."
She noticed his effort to speak, and touched his rough hand.
"You know what hurts? Really hurts? They kicked my dog to death, first." He sobbed. "I'll never forgive them."
"I'll go for help."
"Stay with me. I'm all alone now."
She covered the shivering man with her coat, and huddled by his side to warm him. He cried in silence for a long time, clasping her hand.
Dawn was breaking at last. The mist was turning into a pale shade of saffron. Linda looked up; the foliage was blue-green and silvery again. "Where am I?" she thought. "I'm not hallucinating, this is all real. But Dover Street is gone. Where is this? What will happen to me?" Fear crept into her mind and body. She was helpless. She was trapped. The world that she knew was gone.
From a distance, a man's voice called out. "Rook! Where are you? Rook!"
Linda glanced at the man beside her.
"Matt. Here," he muttered.
"He's here! He's hurt! Hurry," Linda shouted. Then she whispered, "Help is coming?"
Rushing steps were drawing near. "Damn this mist!" Matt grumbled, as his stocky figure emerged.
"Rook? Heavens, what have they done! We've been searching all night, Hans and me. Come on, I'll carry ya."
Linda rose to her feet. She was no longer needed.
"Thanks miss," said Matt. "He'll be alright."
"I have to go, Rook," she said, a tinge of longing in her voice.
"I know."
Matt's eyes followed her as she walked away. "She could come along. Looks like she's lost or something."
"Easy, Matt, I'm hurting."
"What do ya say, Tom-O-Rook? Wanna call her back?"
Matt's voice carried a long way into the mist.
Linda turned around, tossing back her hair. "I shall need my coat one of these days."