With a shaky hand, she zipped up her new backpack, glancing nervously out the glass door.
“Mom, do I really have to go?” she called across the kitchen.
“Yes.”
The girl sighed audibly. She slung the pink backpack over her left shoulder and struggled to slip her right arm through the empty strap, and pulling her long blonde hair from under the backpack. She pulled too hard. Her hair slid back from her skull and hung upside down behind her.
“Mom, it came off again,” she hollered. Her mom rose from the table.
“What if this happens in school?” she asked in a panic, running her hand over her bald scalp. “I just can’t stand it, Mom. Please don’t make me go!” she begged.
“You’re going, Sara” her mom said, pulling the wig from her daughter’s backpack and straightening several twisted locks. Placing the wig on the girl’s head, she tightened the tie strings. “Just let me adjust it a little and it won’t slip off again.” She wiggled it back and forth to check, and it stayed put.
Her daughter turned, looking into her brown eyes.
“I can’t go. All the other girls are so pretty. They’ll all make fun of me if they find out!”
“Listen to me,” she put her hands on Sara’s shoulders. “I know you’re small for thirteen. I know you want to have your own hair back. I know you feel like the world’s coming down on you, but you can do this. You need to go to school-”
“But what if-”
“Hey, do I interrupt you?”
“Sorry, Mom.”
“If someone asks you a question, just be honest.” Sara looked doubtful. “I mean it, just be honest. You’ve been sick, it’s called leukemia, and you’re better now.”
Sara’s crystal blue eyes filled with worry. She looked out to the street again as if the passing cars would whisk her away from home, keeping her from facing her first day .
“Mom, it’s a new school. That’s bad enough, but why do I have to start before my hair is back?” her voice wavered. Her mom looked down at her with a stern expression.
“Your hair does not interfere with your ability to write a sentence or find the value of x in your math equations.”
Sara knew she’d lost. Her mother’s look left no room for debate.
“Fine,” she sighed loudly.
“You’ll be fine, Chickadee. Come here.” She pulled Sara into a hug, resting her chin on Sara’s head. “I love you. Now, the bus will be here any minute. Do you want me to wait with you?”
“No, Mom,” answered Sara, pulling away and opening the kitchen door. “I can walk to the end of the driveway alone. See you later.”
Sara walked to the end of the driveway, her blonde strands blowing slightly in the breeze. A minute later, the yellow bus with flashing light slowed to a stop. The doors opened, Sara climbed the stairs and the kids stared at the new girl. A stunning girl with silky black hair motioned to the empty space next to her and Sara sat next to her tentatively.
“I’m Mickie,” the girl said, holding out her hand boldly.
“Sara,” she smiled, taking her hand.
Just after three, Sara bounded in the kitchen door, her face bright. Her wig was no where in sight.
“Sara!” her mother exclaimed, “What happened? Did the wig fall off? Honey, I’m sorry, I thought we’d got it on.” She reached out to hug Sara, but the small girl just giggled.
“It’s okay, Mom! I took it off. In science class, a stupid boy behind me yanked on my hair.”
“He did what?!”
“Mom, it’s okay, just let me finish, remember? Interruptions? Anyway, when he pulled, my wig came off. Most of the kids laughed at me and started calling me ‘freak’ and ‘baldy’, one called me ‘cue ball’. The teacher was about to yell at them when Mickie-my friend-stood up and told them all to shove it!” she grinned.
“She said ‘shove it’? In front of the teacher?” her mother asked, taken aback.
“Yep! Right in front of the teacher. She told the kids they were being mean and stupid. I felt like I was gonna cry but she looked at me and told me that I should never be afraid to be me! She’s great, Mom! And she’s one of the most popular kids in the seventh grade. She asked me to sit with her at lunch AND she said I shouldn’t worry about not having any hair because hair doesn’t make someone a nice person. And can you believe it, she said I was pretty!”
Tears welled up in her mother’s eyes. Sara rambled on, her smile wide. Suddenly, she stopped, seeing her mother’s tears.
“What, are you mad, Mom?” Her mom grabbed her in a fierce hug.
“Of course not, Chickadee. I’m so happy for you. I’m so happy you made a friend on your first day.” She looked into Sara’s face. “How about some pizza for dinner?”
“Can I invite Mickie over to hang out and stay for dinner?”
“Sure, Chickie. We’ll get half cheese and half Sara Special.”
“Yes!” Sara shrieked. “Olives and hot peppers! I’m gonna call Mickie.” Sara rushed into the living room and in moments, her mother saw her chattering away into the phone, her hand brushing her smooth head.