“Mamma, I’m hungry.”
Nicole did not pause. She carried on walking out of the town. On either side multi-storeyed buildings lay tilted at crazy angles, their floors collapsed on top of each other. The fresh sea breeze eddied in and around the rubble, picking up the cloying smell of death.
A few people with faces as grey as the smashed concrete around them were sifting through the rubble. Nicole didn’t care anymore. She had done her sifting. Fred her husband was dead. So were Laurette and little Isa. She and her four-year old were the only ones left.
“Mamma…?”
“Yes Tasha. I know. I’m hungry too. We’ll stop soon.”
Tasha’s bright flower-print dress was in tatters. Her legs were red-raw from when she had been pulled from the remains of their home. Her face was ashen, except where the tears had run down her cheeks exposing two thin lines of hazelnut skin. Her eyes were gritty and fearful. Nicole wondered if she had the same haunted look.
After walking for half an hour, they started to leave the rubble behind. They turned down the coastal path that made its way through a forest of mango and palm trees, many of which had been uprooted. Every so often they passed the remains of once posh villas.
“Mamma, my legs hurt.”
“Not far now.”
Nicole prayed silently that she was doing the best thing. Had she heard right? The radio was still in her rucksack. Perhaps she would listen to the next bulletin.
Suddenly the heat from the sun waned. She looked up and the cloud was there, purple, threatening and stretching from horizon to horizon, It was quickly covering the remaining sky.
Tasha tried to stop, but Nicole dragged her daughter along. Neither of them had the energy to argue.
As the trees began to thin, fine purple grains began to rain from the sky. Nicole held out her hand and collected a few. Would the rain carry on to bury them all alive?
Her plan was better.
The cove was deserted.
“Mamma, can we stop now?”
Nicole pointed to a fallen palm. “Over there,” she said.
Tasha slipped her grip and led the way.
“Can we have something to eat now?”
Nicole swung the rucksack off her back and sat on the trunk. “We haven’t got much, just a banana.”
Tasha ripped off the blackened skin and gobbled down the mushy fruit.
Nicole forced back her tears.
She decided to switch on the radio. Maybe there was a ray of hope.
She pulled the black portable from the rucksack. A familiar voice came from the speaker.
"…. Nuclear warheads fired yesterday at the centre of the mysterious black cloud that has been blocking out the stars have failed to go off. The purple cloud seen first…."
The voice fell silent as the batteries ran out.
Nicole let the radio fall onto the sand.
“Mamma, why are the stars going out?”
“Never you mind, Let’s go and paddle. Then we can wash ourselves in the sea.”
Tasha smiled. “I like the sea, I like swimming. Can I swim Mamma?”
“Yes dear.”
The waves were rolling in from knee height onto the fine white sand.
The water was pleasingly cool. Tasha jumped over the inshore wavelets and Nicole joined in, forgetting for a few moments her resolve. The water splashed around their legs exposing clean skin. Tasha shouted with glee. Nicole wanted the moment to go on forever.
“Mamma, will you take me out to swim?”
Nicole felt a dagger of ice run down her back. “Yes love. Come here and I’ll carry you.”
Tasha wrapped her arms about her mother’s neck. Nicole held her tight and waded into deeper water.
It reached her waist.
“This is far enough mamma.”
“Just a little bit further darling.”
The water rose to their necks.
“Mamma, I’m frightened.”
Nicole could delay no longer. She lifted her feet and immediately the two of them went under. Tasha’s grip tightened. Nicole rolled and thrashed, desperately trying to keep them both under water, while at the same time trying to make her daughter believe that she was trying to save them. The charade seemed to last forever. But eventually Nicole, her own lungs bursting for air, found herself lying suspended face down in the water on top of Tasha.
It went quiet. Soon it would be over.
And then Tasha kicked out and caught Nicole just below her ribcage. She almost gasped, but instinctively struck out for the surface. A wave caught them side-on and they rolled over. As they both gasped in air, they lost their grip on each other. By the time Nicole had re-orientated herself, her daughter was floating on her back some distance away. Quickly she swam after her. But whenever she got near, the waves conspired to keep her out of reach. Nicole turned it into a game. “ I’m coming to get you.”
“Mamma, mamma. I can’t sink, and you can’t catch me.”
Nicole’s foot hit the sand, while a few dozen yards away the waves washed Tasha ashore.
Nicole waded out of the water, and Tasha seemingly none-the-worse for her experience ran to meet her.
“Mamma, mamma. We shouldn’t have gone so far.”
Nicole clasped her daughter to her breast and sobbed uncontrollably. How had she ever thought… How could a four-year-old have survived out there? How had she herself swum so much further than she had ever swam in her life? Her plan was in tatters, but now she realised how relieved she was.
She felt the sun burning the top of her head. She looked up. The purple rain had stopped. The cloud had gone.
They would have to return home. They would have to struggle on no matter what.
She stood back and looked at Tasha. Her daughter’s eyes were bright, her skin was glowing and…. she looked in amazement. The nasty scrapes on her daughter’s legs had disappeared.
Nonplussed, Nicole realised it was time to go. She gathered up their few things, picked up Tasha and headed for the path. It was a little while before she noticed that the trees on either side were all standing straight.
She let Tasha down to the ground, but kept a tight hold of her hand.
The villa with its intact red roof came into sight as they rounded the next bend.
Nicole’s mind spun in confusion.
“Mamma. Can I walk by myself?”
Nicole let Tasha’s hand slip from hers.
When they walked past the villa, the people in the garden gave them a friendly wave.
Tasha ran ahead. Nicole hurried to catch up. But she had tarried so much looking back at the villa that her daughter was out of sight.
Then she heard a scream.
“Mamma, mamma.”
For an instant her blood ran cold.
And then Tasha carried on. “It’s daddy. It’s daddy.”
Seconds later Fred came into view hurrying down the path towards her with Tasha in his arms.
Nicole fell to her knees in thanksgiving, and purple dust swirled in the breeze.