I was asleep downstairs in the sick room when the SS Augustine started to sink. I awoke to Elsie Harkin, my nurse, standing at my bedside.
“Arnold!” she shouted. “Arnold, wake up, we’ve hit a mine!”
I was still half asleep, so the news didn’t hit me at first. “Oh,” I said. “When did this happen?”
“Just a few minutes ago. But the rescue boats haven’t left yet. Nobody could find you on deck, so they sent me here to come get you. We have to go now, Arnold.”
I finally understood the gravity of what was happening. I jumped out of bed, threw on my clothes, and rushed to the door. I was almost out of the room when I noticed Elsie was still standing frozen by my bed, staring at the floor.
“Come on, Elsie,” I said. “Let’s get out of here.”
She looked at me and frowned as though her feet were glued to the floor. She rubbed the swollen lump on her stomach. I was puzzled for a moment, but then the truth suddenly hit me. And it hit me hard.
“Oh, no,” I murmured, “not now.”
She whimpered softly and sat the down on bed. I ran over to her.
“Listen, Elsie, once we get to the shore, they’ll take you to a hospital. You’re going to be okay.”
“It’s not going to wait.”
“Don’t say that.”
“No,” she said, “it really won’t.” She started to cry. “The contractions started hours ago.”
“Oh, Elsie…”
Her whimpering turned into hysterical wailing. I went to the sink and soaked a washcloth under it. Then I dabbed it on her forehead.
“It’s okay, Elsie,” I said, both to her and myself. “You’re fine.”
She shrieked. I flinched but kept soaking her face. The ship swayed and nearly threw Elsie out of the bed. I got down on a knee and said, “Elsie. Look at me. Get on my back and I can carry you out of here. That’s the way only we’ll get out alive.”
She nodded and tried to sit up. But the ship tilted and the bed slid away and crashed into a wall. Elsie screamed and clenched the bedposts with white, bony fists. That was when I looked down at her dress and realized she was right. The baby was coming.
“Oh, no,” I said, running back over to her. “Okay, Elsie,” I said, stretching my hands out clumsily toward her while looking the other way. “Tell me how I do this.”
Elsie grunted, grabbed the cuff of my shirt and pulled me closer. “Don’t leave me here,” she said, clutching me with a level of strength that surprised me. “Please, Arnold �"”
The ship rocked again, and I thought it was the shame that the SS Augustine was sinking. I remembered when the ship crew discovered me unconscious on a beach and took me on board. I slept next to both German and Ally soldiers. We played cards and smoked and talked about women together. They called this place a “hospital ship,” and it was rumored to be the only place where you could find German and Ally soldiers living together peacefully. But when I lost weight and spiked a fever, the crew quarantined me in a cramped, abandoned sick room on the basement floor. For weeks I saw nobody except Elsie, who was assigned to me. She gave me food, water, books. She told me stories about life in America. She made me feel how the married guys said they felt about their wives, but she was already married to a man named George Harkin. He fought for the Allies and had won a Purple Heart.
The ship shook and the walls groaned. A pipe burst and water started to pour into the room, but I told Elsie she had to keep trying. “Almost there, Elsie, I can see it,” I said. She let out one final shriek, and, somehow, I pulled out the baby.
“Here it is,” I said, smiling and placing it in Elsie’s arms. “Thank the lord, here it is.” Elsie smiled and shut her eyes. The baby boy was silent. Elsie sighed, and, amidst the groaning walls and the flooding, nodded off to sleep.
“Okay,” I said, still beaming, “let’s get going now.” I offered my hand to Elsie, but she was still asleep. I shook her a little, tried to get her to wake up. Nothing happened. I tried to lift her and the baby together, but I didn’t have the strength. I tried to check her pulse, but I couldn’t find it.
She was gone.
I carried the baby upstairs and tried not to get him wet with my tears. I emerged on the deck, where the sky was gray and stormy against the black ocean. The ship was spinning and I felt sick.
There was only one rescue boat that hadn’t left. I got in with the baby and found Pat Russo, one of my old poker friends.
“Arnold!” he shouted over the storm and the other people. He came up to me and said, “glad you could make it. I need help pulling these ropes.” Then he looked down at the baby and frowned. “Whose baby is that? Where’s the mother?”
I shook my head. “I don’t want to talk about it,” I said.
“Where’s Elsie?”
I said nothing, just shook my head again and tried not to think. Pat nodded and said, “right, then. Let’s go pull those ropes.” We pulled the ropes and soon we were rowing away from the ship. Pat put his arm around me. “I’m sorry, Arn,” he said. “I’m sorry you had to go through that.”
“It’s okay.”
Pat looked down at the baby. “Handsome, isn’t he?”
“He is,” I said.
“She give him a name?”
I looked back at the ship, which looked like a broken toy in the distance. Then I looked into the baby’s blue eyes. “Yes,” I said, stroking the baby’s hair. “His name’s George. George Harkin, Jr.”