I felt the weight of it in my hand, fingers trailing over the bumps and valleys of its hard surface.
My god, this was a big one.
The sweet smell washed over me as I edged it closer, closer, licking my lips in anticipation. Was anyone watching? I didn't care. My breath quickened and a puff of powdered sugar floated up and away.
I think I was actually drooling.
My tongue darted out, stealing a quick taste of the overflowing filling. The smooth mixture of ricotta and cream lingered for a moment before melting sweetness across my taste buds.
I couldn't hold back any longer.
I plunged forward, scooping out mound after mound of the delicate treasure within, filling my mouth with that silky sensation. Sugar dusted my lips and the tip of my nose as I emptied the outer contours of the shell, poking and prodding with my tongue, careful not to leave one trace of cream behind.
My supply of filling nearing depletion, I came down hard on the crust, shattering it with my teeth, flaky crumbs showering upon the place mat.
Crunch!
Again, chopping away at the protective shell, clearing the way to more of that lustrous mixture.
Crunch! Crunch!
In my eagerness, the small fold of the baked shell separated and for an instant I could see the remaining filling, exposed and vulnerable, threatening to fall.
The man behind the counter coughed and quickly looked away.
I stopped my mandible onslaught. I turned it around and approached from the other side. The initial eagerness ebbing away, I took care with my remainder, newly conscious of the voyeuristic baker. Steady bite after steady bite, I neared the end of my journey. And there it was, a small ring of shell, the last wisps of creme clinging to its inner rim.
My mouth quivered at the thought of stabbing at that delicate ring, stealing it's last bit of hidden delight.
Feeling the man's eyes upon me, I quickly popped the last bite into my mouth and rose. He smiled nervously, his face shiny and flushed.
"One more, please," I whispered, pointing to the display case.
His eyes lit up as he reached for the pastry.
"To go," I added.
Heartbroken, he handed over the small bag and said "come again."
'Oh, I will,' I thought and hurried home.