Patty Brady rolled over as the sun pierced through her window onto her eyes, waking her up five minutes before her alarm would ring. She always hated when that happened. Five more minutes of sleep could make a big difference in her busy day.
Teaching high school English was something Patty always felt called to do. She had always been able to find joy in teaching, even with the small pay and even smaller amount of respect she received with it. But lately she noticed that joy slipping. This year her students seemed to give her more problems than usual, and a growing number of them were becoming discipline problems. She was used to the usual sarcastic remarks or co[nf]cky attitudes of high school kids, but lately the remarks were becoming more mean-spirited -- more personal -- and she was finding it hard to get over them.
She yawned noisily as she made her way down the hall to the kitchen. Like a robot, she filled the coffee maker and clicked the bright orange button to “on”; a move she had perfected by doing it for so many years, she could even do it half asleep. Her ragged, leopard print slippers shuffled across the tile, back and forth, as she pulled a can of cat food out of her cupboard, a small plastic dish from the cabinet, and a can opener from the drawer. She plopped the food onto the dish and placed it on the floor. Whiskers would be out any second to enjoy that.
After a quick shower, she returned to the coffee maker and immediately noticed the dish still laying on the floor, untouched. That was not like Whiskers. He didn’t get to be 18 pounds by skipping meals! She quickly stepped to the back door and looked out into her yard, trying to remember if she had let him in the night before. The poor thing was probably locked out all night, all alone and shivering. She unlocked the door and stepped into the cool morning air.
The neighbor kids were always throwing trash into her yard, and it looked like they had struck again. On the ground in the far corner was a black plastic bag, and some other small garbage, tangled up in the chain link fence. She reached to pick it up and felt a lump of familiar calico fur fall to her feet. She screamed as she threw the bag of bloody fur and bones onto the ground and ran inside.
This had to be the work of one of her students, and she knew exactly which one it was. Just the morning before, Mark Andrews had threatened to do “something” if she didn’t pass him. He hadn’t done homework for a full semester, and Patty didn’t give in to threats, so she had laughed at his attempt. When she ran into him in the hallway long after school had let out that afternoon, he told her he needed to pass, and as she ignored him and walked away, he calmly reminded her he knew where she lived. Again, she laughed it off, but she felt frightened. Something in his eyes and the way he spoke made her worry he was serious.
She had called her brother that night and told him about the threats. He told her to call the police, but she knew they wouldn’t do anything. She had locked the house up tight, and fallen asleep with the TV on. That always made her feel safe for some reason. But now her cat was dead, and she was afraid to see what would happen at school. As she stood at the mirror applying her makeup, she decided she would call in sick. It wouldn’t solve the problem, but it would at least give her a day to think about what to do.
As she grabbed her purse to retrieve the office phone number, she noticed it felt different. The outside pocket was unzipped and a piece of paper was sticking out the side. Her heart started beating faster as she looked at the folded paper and recognized the handwriting. Sweat began to stream down her face as she unfolded the paper and began to read:
To Ms. Brady, my favorite English teacher.
Thank you for teaching me about poetry.
In your honor, I wrote you this:
The cat was a warning, you should know this is true.
I have no feelings for him or for you.
If my grade is not good and I fail this class,
You have been warned, you too shall pass.