I stood at the edge, peering into the gloom ahead, and in that moment I hated Robert Williams, Jr. He had neatly trapped me between shadows and a dark place. In front of me loomed the fearsome depths of the Copse, but even as I shivered in the August sunshine I could feel the dark waves of peer pressure rolling in from Robert's gang of sycophants behind me.
***
Robert Williams, Jr. - the grown-ups all called him "little Bobby Bill," which he hated - was the boy we all wanted to be like. He was the center of society at Westwood Junior Academy, which meant that if he didn't like you, then nobody else liked you either. Most of my time at Westwood I spent trying to get Robert Williams, Jr. - and everybody else - to like me.
***
The Copse was a wide, shallow valley at the end of the town, on the other side of the railroad tracks. When I was there, it was filled with a forest of some odd kind of pine tree. The trees grew so close together that sunlight never shone in those woods, and they were armored with strange, silver-colored bark that glimmered like knives in the darkness. Rumor had it that something evil lived in the Copse. The grown-ups would laugh any time one of us kids asked about it, but I noticed that they never answered our questions and they always shifted the conversation on to a lighter topic. They also told us to stay on the town side of the tracks, away from the Copse.
***
My big mouth had gotten me in trouble before, and it was responsible for the quandary I was in now. Robert Williams, Jr. had been holding forth about how a gang of serial killers was at large in the Copse, and I had said something about how there couldn't possibly be a whole gang of them in there, since being serial killers, they would have serially killed each other off.
"Are you arguing with me, Jenkins?" Robert Williams, Jr. asked.
"No," I said.
"Yes you are. You don't think a gang of serial killers lives in the Copse? Prove it!"
While I was trying to think of a face-saving response, Robert Williams, Jr. slid the knife in.
"Tell you what, Jenkins. You can be in my gang if you go into the Copse and come back out alive."
***
There was no backing out, so I stepped uneasily across the threshold between sunlight and treedark. A few paces in was all it took to cut me off from the muted jeering of Robert Williams, Jr.'s gang, and at that moment I wondered why I was so desperate to join them. I walked a bit further and jumped when something crackled behind a tree a few yards away. I looked towards the sound, and as I turned my head I saw out of the corner of my eye something moving in the opposite direction. On the ground beside the tree I found a freshly-crushed beer can. I pocketed the can as a trophy, and made good my escape from the Copse.
***
I strode back into the beautiful sunlight with my head high, and the beer can hidden in my pocket.
"No serial killers in sight," I said.
"Then the Copse is ours!" yelled Robert Williams, Jr., and emboldened by my success, he marched into the dark trees himself.
His entourage was trying to decide whether it was supposed to follow him when a loud crash echoed from the Copse, and little Bobby Bill screamed.