today, i am writing to say goodbye, and goodbye 4ever, not that anyone will ever read this, or care, and to all of u who emailed last week to tell me about the spinach i had stuck in my teeth during my live cam show with the pudding pop, i hate u all, and i hope u realize this is all ur doing. and it *wasn't* funny *dave*- it hurt. a lot. and pudding pops are cold u guys, u owed me some respect, and what do i get?

ridicule...

......mockery...

...............hatred...

i am...

........alone...

..............in my pain...

i have...

........nothing....

...............at all...

i have...

........no friends....

..................no one...

and, also, to kymberli and aimee and stephanie and shelli and ashlea and ambyr- u don't understand at all. ur bland little {{{{hugs}}}} are cold comfort in this, my time of darkness. they mean nothing. and i hated the movie u took me to, anyways, it was stupid, and i still dont understand what a "yaya" is, and it was so totally unkewl of u to laugh at me, especially in front of that super cute guy who works at IHOP.

anyways, Gillmore Girls is on. bbl.xoxo

~.%*``*%.%*``*%.!{{{{{{{hugs!!}}}}}}!.%*``*%.%*``*%.~

byee!!

~.%*``*%.*sTaRzNsTuFf*.%*``*%.~ (~Typhani)

ps. if u jerks (*dave*) ever want another live show, u know where my wish list is. im not playin this time. i mean it. u hurt my feelings for reals.

this is teh sux. i am so p-oed rite now, and keep yur dam pannies on cuz im gonna tell u i just have to be mad first a minet becaused i am SO ANRGY. i hate my computer science teacher. THAT MEENS U MR PETERSON. snitch.

he told ms. finney, the guidance counselor, that he saw me on my web cam, on sat? the show i did for brandon and kyle and josh and zum4u49? with the marshmellows? yah, that one. HE WAS WATCHING. u r a PERVERT, MR STANLEY M. PETERSON OF 19 LOOKINGGLASS PLACE, SINCLAIR, NORTH DAKOTA, and i dont appreshiat u watching what i do in my own private time with my own private cam, OK?????

ANYWAYS.

he told ms finney and she sez she is gonna tell my stupid stepdad cuz my mom wont return her calls, and only said ok maybey she wouldnt if i promise to take down my cam and all the pix on my site that are bad and come talk to here about "inppropriat risk taking behavur" for young girls on the internet. what a load of crap. i am so sick of peeple telling me what to do just because my dumb PERVERT COMPETER SCIENCE TEACHER THE FAT GREESEY GEEK WITH A BALD SPOT MR STANLEY PETERSON 19 LOOKINGGLASS PLACE, SINCLAIR, NORTH DAKOTA cant stop looking at my freeking cam.

this is UR problem, STANLEY, its not my fault ur a perv who looks at his students sexshully. gross me out.

anyway. the new site is at geocities and i will email everybody else the address as soon as i get all my pics moved.

toodles,

Sherry
xxoo

Hay their kats and kittens of mine! Er, hold on – adjusting the thong…THAT’S RIGHT I SAID THE THONG – oh grow up! U know U love it, bad boyz! LOLOL

So I HAVE to tell u the rest of the Kiara story!!!! OMG it is so bad what she did! Like, rmember we were at 4 Corners mall like, duh, just about every s-day then right BAM these rent-a-cops were all over her! They like took us back to the creepy back room and were all yeah, we saw you on the tape girl, give it up.

So right. So like Kiara starts crying up like she’s a puppy dog or something and I’m just thinking oh sweet now I’ve got to explain to Todd the evil BurgerMeisterMeisterBurger step-father how I ended up in JAIL! Oh shut UP!!1!!!!1111 Yeah, don’t even *think* about me in behind those bars, I know how you are I don’t want any email about it! Anyway the Todd-frieak is getting kinda weird about my email anyway – I think he’s been reading your email so YOU NO WHO U ARE layoff. No more slurpy Todd – bleh.

Kay, back to the drama with a capital D! So these copper doodz are actually kinda cute and Kiara says hey don’t you go to South?? They were like last year, man we graduated. OMG they have their own apartment!!1 is that SO SWEET??!!! The tall one Heath says why don’t you come to our party 2nite and then they let us go but not before KIARA GIVES THEM MY PHONE NUMBER (where’s my paper bag, I’m just gonna hyper!)

Then we wnet to OrangeJulias for some healthy drinkz cause we don’t want to be all nasty like k’s sister balloona, haahahaha!!! Gotta stay hot for all my net G’s. Anyways, so here’s my latest digicam hoteness picutr for all you slaves of mine. Like the baby tee??? I just totally got it at T-shirts that Slurp hahahaha. Why yes I have been tanning – txh for aksing! I soooo need some g-certificates for that tanning spa so I can keep showing ya’ll my tan lines. http://www.tancity-sanduskyheights.com. U know my email (just remember to TODD CENSERR :-( )

Kisses and more (yeah, huh!)

Sabrina P

3/14/03 - hey guys i got a new cam today. its totally kewl cuz its 5 mp or wahtever. it shows good detail so yall can see me better in future pics. woo! many thx to hotstudforu43152 for buyin it 4 me on ebay. yall should see what he got 4 his donation - lets just say it rimes with DD. ;) speakin of donation, i still havn't figerd out how to get a paypal button on my site, but 4 now ne peepz who wanna send me cash can just send it strait to my email at cutiecamgirl81@yahoo.com. 4 1 doller, ill send u a pic of my eyes. 4 2 u get my eyes and my nose. 5 gets u my hole face. 10 buys u boobs up. 20 or more its a serprise, but dont worry, u wont regret ur perchase!!1

newayz, i got an email yesterday sayin i shoud show my feet next time im on my payperview webcam. i didnt no their wuz a market 4 taht, but i did a serch on google (tahts a serch engine, btw - its a good 1 i use wehn i wanna find stuff i want) and it looks like their is so im gonna start a new webcam site 4 just my feet called cutiecamgirl81sfeet. itll cost an extra doller per min but thats just cuz its a speshal intrest cam.

newayz, today im feelin ok cuz i got my new cam, but yesterday wuz 1 of the worst days of my life. i wanna share a poem i rote with u guys:

jet black darkness in my heart and soul

my heart is hurt cuz nobody understands
how hard it is to be me and man
i just dont no how they can judge
when they dont have a right to judge me

my soul is cold cuz nobody gives a dam
about me or my personality or my hands
all but one in my life are bad
but taht one doesnt care hes bad to me

both my heart and soul have darkness in
them and the darkness is jet black
like ravens or crows or bats
and i can't hide it with a hat - not me

i no its kinda short but i herd less is more. what do yall htink? be sure to leave lots and lots of coments 4 me. dont worry, u dont gotta cheer me up tho cuz like i said i was sad when i rote it but now im good (not happy but just ok). i just wanna hear ur honest opinons. i get enuff lyin in school i dont need more here on the net. if u liked the poem and it spoke to ur heart send me a donation thru paypal or buy me somehtin on my wishlist at amazon - btw, ne 1 no how i can link strait to it?

-cutiecamgirl81

ok, like, this guy was all "wat do u want me to send u?" and im all "like, anything on my buy me stuff page" and he's like, "so i cant just get a preview, like, if i just promise to send u something?" and i'm like "noooooooooo... u have to at least show me a reseet, im not, like, stupid" and he's all "o i no u aren't stupid, im not trying to scam u" and i was like "im so sure. like you could. as if" and he was all "just show me ur bra strap" and i was all "no, u can go order me som longeray first like everybody else" and he's al... nothing.

totally quiet.

for like, ten minutes.

and like, im all bored and stuff, so im talkin to jen on yahoo, and suddenly, he's like "but i luv u"

and im all "o. my. god."

and he says "its true, even, i luvved u since i found yur cam last thursday, even tho u were not on. i red your blog and i looked at ur pix and i new that i luvved u right then."

So isn't that kewl u guys????? i am so happy!! im in luv!!!

and anyways, jon76xxi@nap.net is my new boyfriend, so no more nudity in anymore cam shows acxept for him and whoever sends me a mp3 player first. i can't beleeve how cheep everbody is, i only got like 5 thongs last week, the cheep ones, and a cd somebody burned themself. get over urselvs guys, im worth more then that

i luv you jon76xxii!!!!

smoochs!

(*_*)cAnDyFlOwErS(*_*)
xxxooo

Posted by crimsoncam 14/3/03 1:51 am

i cant believe they kicked vanesa of american idol. HELLO!!! vanessa was the only grl onit that wasnt abircromby. y dontpeople like it when other people think 4 themslvs. b an indivdual not a carboncopie. i <3 vanessas hair. very strikin adn bold. VANESSA YOUR GORGEUS BABY.

peter may b breakin up with me. :-( he saz he wants a grl who can fulfil him more. a thinker tipe. very fun ny peter. u just want a girl wholl plesur u 24 7. peter will b jealus when i tell him i bougt clothes yestrday. a red thong and a black thong. if u want a prevew of my lingeray i do have a wish list ^_^ thatll make peter jealus

anita and i went 2 the mall yesterday and stoped at ruby tusdays. theirs this anarexic waitress their and we order greek salads. she brings them 2 us and their is this green stuff on top. i tell the waitress "theirs green stuff on the salad. she says "thats letuce" and i say "no b!*($ i mean the feeta cheese" and she looks down at the salad as if she hadnt had a good mealin weeks and says "yuck your rigt. well u didnt have 2 get mean. ill take it back 2 the kichen." SIGH and then she and the nite manager (a fat guy who appeers 2 eat 4 both of them) comes out and walks toour table. he says "maam im sorry bout the cheese. the meal is on the houes" it was greate! we both ordir margareetas and get tipsi. giggle. the nite wasnt over yrt cus anita took the menu box and al the menus. shes the 2nd most freakinest grl i no. nxt 2 me ^_^

then we head ed over 2 the hot topic and anita bougt this chane b elt an i bougt a freaky t shirt with d**k and jane where jane is liftin her skirt for a peep show. inspiration? posjbly. we then headed over 2 victorias secret wher i bougt my 2 thongs (the red and the black). i think we decided we were sobir enuf 2 go home so we left the mall. on the way home a deer ran in 2 the road. y cant we let the animals have the woosd 4 themslvs? hunting is awful and coses animals 2 run in 2 the road. we screamed. fortunateli we r safe home an i am positn this comment. anita and i r goin out tonite to the hourglass. hope to c u their so u can buy us some drinks^_^ im a banana dakeri person.

i wrot some poetry durin lunch today. itll b up tomorow.

luv (cept peter)
Crimson
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Response by WorthDude 15/3/03 10:13 pm

God, that's scary. Enjoy (and I'll make it worth your while if you vote for me^_^)

Oh gdo todahy was a greet day!! When i came home form school, my parents werent home! So i thinks.. "im 18 (legal age heheheh :heart::heart::heart:) and my pranets arent home.. time to call ovah some freinds!!!"

Jacqui :heart::heart::heart: comes over along with :heart::heart: steve :heart::heart: and lets just say that we didnt play twister ;) :heart:. It was sooo grate that I even took pictures!! But you can only get them if yuo click on da link up top and if you are a full Bi-baybee-butt member :D:D :heart:

Oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today in school my best friend John said i was hotttttt!!! So i totally made out with him :heart::heart::heart::heart: :) Pictures in the Bi-baybee-butt member section aswell! I love my hott hott nakde body :):):)

OMG!! while i was typing this my lezzzzzbian friend was browsing fark.com ... and i was _TOTALLY_ on the top boobies!!!!!!! That is so cool!!!! But i hope that it doesnt take away from my members ;)!!!!!!!! Oh that maeks today the bestest daye EVAR!!!!!!!

(Okay, I probably took this to an extreme, forgive me.)

tooday wuz kinda bad but than it wuz good too. so i dun no how to feel bout it =/

but yeah, i had to wake up early for lit class…witch is sooo boring =( wha really sucked is that my prof gaved me an f on my last pome. i taught i did reallly good on it, but than my prof said it wuz “jus a bunch of wurds and i used angle too much…i copied the pome from my freind jodi’s site and i taught it was good (btw, u can visit herwebcam A HREF=http://www.---.com”>here/a>…of coarse, mine is very much better =P)

i felled asleep for da rest of the clas and than i went back to teh dorm. it got even worser becauss i couldnt find my new glasses. soemone sent dem to me in the mail because they said it wuld make me look hotter…i think that theyre under all the other boxs i got in da mail…they looked cool to, maybee jodi has a pear of dem. =?

after i couldnt find da glasses, i tried to get the webcam on but it wouldn’t work..i kept on getting sum kinda of ‘severe error or soemthing…den the comp kept me teling me bout some 404 eror when i wented to check my em-ail. stoopid comp, i aint god with math, so i went acrosss teh hall and gotte eric to fix the comp…hes a bit geeky, but he kniows how to fix my comp. hes really wierd too talk too on the comp though…he types like he talks…why dun he just use acronims, its alot easier. =?

anyways, he founded my problem…the modem thingy wasnt plugged in. i felt soo stupid, all my books felled off my deske and knocked the plug out…so we plugged the modem back in and the comp was ok...i did some work on the webcam…if you wanna see da piccies, go 2 my othere site A HREF=http://www.---.com”>here/a> i prommise you wont be disaapointed =)

after i did da work on teh webcam i went out to go eating with jodi…she wanted mee to see her in da park right outsided the school…wen i got there, nobody was there, so waited for jodi to sho up. some1 did sho up, but it wuz just some wierd guy in a trench coat or somthing…i didnt notice him at 1st but he jus kept stareing at mee. it got wierd so i left the park but he jus kept following me. it was scary =( he stoped following me, but i think he was som kinda stalker or something…

oh well, anywayz, i gotta go, oh yeah! if you wanna msg me, my new name is ‘CalienteChica…i lerned that in spanish class…bai! =D

[insert name here] [insert message here] at 3:30 PM on March 16, 2003

Hello readers!

Has it already been 5 minutes since my last update lol? I feel like it's been longer as your love always shines through my monitor and into my heart lol.

I want to talk to to you for a second friend of frineds about something that is inside my heart: Hope. Hope and love that someday everything will turn out OK in your life. That's what I'm here for, to be your best friend and the beautiful warmth you can turn to when life is as cold as a snowy winters day in a freezer in a meatlocker in Antartica with the air conditioner turned on LOL!

OK, back to my dialy life. Things are looking up between me and Jonathon Glasses (you know, tall dark and glasses). I passed him in the hall today and I snuck some glances at him - he didn't see me though. How embarassing would that be LOL???

I also spent three hours writing a really romantic and heart warming note about how our hearts are connected like one but he doesn't know it yet, but I think I'll post it online, rather than give it to him. I wouldn't want to be humiliated after all :)

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Dear Jonathon Glasses,

You may not know who I am LOL, but I know who you are. You will always have a special place in my heart of hearts, dear heart. We are connected as one and your smile is like moonshine. You know when I saw you walk bye avery day without looking at me? I was crying on the inside with hurt because our hearts are connected and you just dont know it yet. LOL!!

Love,
Zoomie

PS. I know it's too bright outside, but how can I watch you eat dinner if you keep your curtains closed?

Love,
Zoomie
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LoL!!! I'm a girl with a heart!

Hi again Berryheads, It's me. I know what you're thingking from the title of my post. What can Berry do with bananas and whipped cream? Heh.

WELL GOT YOUR FILTHY MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER SATAN SPAWN!!!!!

I'm talking about making whipped cream and apple pies. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING??? TWISTED MAGGOTS, PURGE YOUR SOULS

Some of you may have noticed that my webcam has had a picture of the nativity scene lately, except that baby Jesus has a pearced naval. I made that in photoshop 6 and entered it at fark.com for a contest about taking a picture of guy with a beer in his hand and making something hilarious out of it. I used his earring for baby jesus nipple. heh

WHAT ARE YUO LAUGHING FOR SMEGMA SCUMBAG, THAT'S JESUS WHO WILL CRUSH YOU IN HIS FIREy LAKES OF GEHENNIM FOR DARETH TO SMOCK HIM!!!!!

PS i may not be around tomorrow because i have a tract infection, but dont worry, it always clears up in no time.